A peek into my emotions perhaps? Feeling kinda' exhausted lately. It's the pre-don't-feel-like-leaving-Penang-syndrome. I am so gonna miss my old life here. Previous daily routines were no longer the same and the changes have been for a better reason. I'm just learning to adapt to it but now I need to leap forward into another new stage of life. (Not getting married lah) The life that I once imagine living in. Studying in Kuala Lumpur. Living with both my sisters.
I didn't cry. No, not yet. Perhaps I should try crying to relief the anxiety. It's been bothering me. Feeling all restless again. The same feeling when I'm facing my exam. The anxiety. It kills.
Time is moving forward. Everything actually. Too fast for me to understand why things happen. I like them to remain as it is. To freeze at a point until I press the "play" button to resume the old rhythm of moving forward. It's just too fast. I am not ready.
I need to talk to someone. To share with. For that particular person to understand how I feel. A good friend perhaps or a stranger.
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