So as you all know, I got rejected to UK because I failed an internal exam paper so yea. Not going. That's okay with me actually. As time goes by, I thought to myself, I was actually relieved. I wasn't sure if financially, it would be sufficient or would I be able to cope with the stress of adapting to new environment while studying the syllabus required. I was relieved. To be honest, at first when I found out that I failed a paper, I don't believe it. That paper was Advance Taxation. LOL. The paper that I managed to finish on time you see. None of my preceding papers that I managed to finish it. So I thought, I did pretty well. It turns out to be a disaster completely.
Definitely, no one is to be blamed for the results but myself. I try not to give myself a hard time when it comes to things like this. I learn not to dwell in the results issue because firstly, there is no point as it cannot help you to un-fail the paper. Secondly, it gives you a lesson. I always do believe in "Things happened for a reason". It may be a bad reason- who knows, but still, it is a reason- or whatsoever.
Some readers must be saying like, "Aiyah, fail only ma, as if I didn't fail before". No Honey, it's not like any of the fail I had before. Studying overseas has been my dream ever since I was in Primary School. I also did say that I will marry someone with BLUE EYES (come to think of marrying a blue eyes person is no longer valid in my life: Cause I don't like them that much anymore) :O
So that part would be the Part 1 of truth hurts but I am dealing with it, I meant, I've dealt with it and moved on. *wink*
Here comes part 2. LOL. Okay, many of you would have guessed it right. But no, I will not clarify in specifically who is this person. Let's keep it a mystery as this makes the one way conversation from me to you much more interesting.
I've met someone, quite a catch. But no, things did not work out with him. Blame the timing, always blame the timing. If I were to meet him earlier, then things wouldn't be so complicated. You knew it, circumstances do not allow this. What would you do when you found out the truth?
So I will end this blogpost with a famous quote "God has better plan for us, today may not be the day, but someday it will be". Lol. That's two quotes.
I'm fine by the way, if you are wondering. I am hot. Literally. Penang's weather is killing me softly.
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| Ending a post with some Selfies. :X Please click exit IF YOU DO NOT FIND IT it disturbingly cute. LOLOLOLOLO |
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| You will only be affected when you let it affects you. Your mind is so powerful. Guard it against pessimistic thoughts. It eats you up. |
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| Do shine bright like a diamond! |
Cheerios people! Mwah!
